Hmmm… It’s been so weird… The whole day I wasn’t so good… I feel something bad… This more toward to my sixth sense… A lot of problems in my mind… I couldn’t get a way to settle down with my problems. It’s just a problem. I took it easy as usual… In a way it was cool… I kept on thinking about it that day… Nothing about BBCC…^^ Hmmmm… Out of a sudden, my dad called me asks me whether want to go back home not… it was abit unusual if I go back on that day… it was Tuesday… I used to go back on weekend… and I usually think a lot to go back… I did went back...
This was what happens when I start to think a lot… On the way back, I felt I’m like running away from the entire problem… My reason to go back was just to go back home to get a proper sleep… Noobnya!!! And the coolest part among all of it on the day was I couldn’t even get to sleep properly… Although I slept for quite a long hour(it was enough for me), my eyes simply was just too tired… Hmmm… My mom woke me up… She asked quite a lot of questions for why I came back and everything… Hmmmm… Mom, I do not how answer your entire question… I do love you all deep inside…^^
Come to my problem part…. I always don’t like to tell out my problems because I do not wish people to see I cannot handle my problem… at the same time, I can handle this entire problem… Everything is hjust because time…. Time is my biggest enemy for now… First, my studies… my assignment and studies… My accounts papers, tax, entrepreneurship, and finance!!! My time is just not enough for me to finish it up… second, society… My camp things… I’m like abit scared to let my friends to do it… It make worry when we didn’t get the reply from the camp management… Not enough time lor… I must finish it end of this month… AAAARGH!!!!! Third, Friendship… Not a very big problem… It’s just one of them out of so many friends of mine… Hope the way you think can make you feel ok… In my eyes, you are just a failure… And I’m superbly sad for how you are thinking… Good if you are okay! God bless you, friend!! And lastly, me!!! This few days, I’m like so blur in everything… Hmmmm… My test results weren’t as I expected… SXXT… I’m worried… at the same time, I’m not worried… Haiz… I do not know… But whatever it is… My problems will be solved… I will be okay… just fine… God bless me… Hmmm… Yeah… Forget to tell how I felt the whole day… I was very happy in the way of sad…^^
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