Woh! It’s been so long since the last time I blogged… Seriously been very busy… Haha… but somehow I love it man… Start from 7th June, we had a fundraising activity… It’s been so cool and of course it was a very successful event… Things were so normal that few days… Hardly saw BBCC… so, it was quite convincing… Neither was sad nor happy… My night time is filled with new juniors… They all are so fun to be with it… I love them all… We.ve been sleeping together, study together, bath together (different bathroom lar)… hehe… And then, world cup kick off on Friday… it was a mess on that day… I was in library till 8am… was studying… one of my junior suddenly calls me up and told me about the kick off… OMG… I rush back with one of my besties, XY to hostel and my clumsy juniors was still sleeping… I woke them up… straight rush to XXX restaurant… hehehe… Was a great kick off man!!! Oh yeah… Forgotten about one of my besties’ bf birthday… it was somewhere around Wednesday… she actually went up stage and sang a love song for her bf… Omg!!! It was damn super sweet… And when she came down from the stage, his bf actually hugged her and kissed her… Oh man!!! Super dupers sweet… wish I could get a gf like that… hehe… Stop dreaming, darkangel…^^
The next day, was ACCAconference… It was damn fun… get to meet new friends from different branch college… Play games together… and the best part was when I was chosen as group leader… I don’t want it though, but somehow have to… I always want to see how I actually am if I was a follower… I know I would screw it up… I am so happy that day…
The next day (Sunday~13th June), orphanage visitation day… Emotionful day… Morning itself, I got so damn pissed with the management team… Actually it was my society… Sorry, Fool… I got no choice… I just got damn pissed with you too… I still couldn’t understand what’s wrong with you… And since you are not even talking to me properly to me after I explain to you that I got pissed… But whatever lar… It seems like you are not that one wrong… I don’t understand this girl… Whatever lar… I’m sorry… It’s my fault… Hope you forgive me… haiz… And then, it was a quite important day on that night itself… It was the night where I have to do a table talk meeting with my three girls… I was so glad after that day… thanks to three of you girls…^^ And Fool, I hope we could be ok back…^^
Things were just so fine… Daytime, college and busy… Night time, busy with juniors… My days filled… Recently, I’m too close with XY… I do not know why… She fills my day… She helps me a lot… At the same time, I wish I could help her get through whatever things that she undergoing… I do not know how express my thanks to her… Millions of thanks wouldn’t be enough to thank her… Everyone says it’s hard to find one true friend… Haha… To everyone in this world!!! I found my true friend, people!!!
And then, BBCC again… I do not know why I have to meet her again… it’s not that I don’t like… it’s me getting extremely down… at where, I have to sing a sad song al over again… I see her as my friend… and that’s all… But why in the world, she has to bring this new guy to hostel everytime?? I know I shouldn’t be sad… But I cannot mar... Something in me has to die… Hey you, if you somehow read my blog again… I wish you could go for your date at different place where I would never see both of you k… Get LOST from my life, you tuuuuuuuuut!!! Get a life… (Sorry… I’m just so damn pissed, angry, sad, very sad… it means for no one… I’m shouting at myself)
Overally, I’m very happy with myself… But it’s another Sunday again… I’m at home writing this… It’s midnight… Everyone should be sleeping… And Sunday night is the night I couldn’t sleep properly… Probably because I’m in trauma again… Trauma of things that’s done… Hahaha… I know I can overcome this… I will do it… Hereby I’m darkangel showing my fullest gratitude towards these few people… the three girls especially XY whose being so nice to me and who understand me so much and who always do make me smile for them and they are the one who could make my heart to be happy… No wonder you girls are my number1… second to my new hostel team who I being lepak with… You guys are second people… Love you guys a lot… My kaur as fun to be with as always… Candy, unpredictable as always and the juniors… You guys are awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I bet you all gonna make me say who the hell is BBCC when I have you all!!!!!!!!! Thanks buddies…
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