Nothing much to talk about. It’s all about my immature thinking and stupid anger but the whole way is just like the remake if my first semester of college life… I must try to endure… I know I can do this…
That, I just broke up with my first gf… And somehow, I get to know some rumours about her that she is with this guy… I got so damn pissed and went to find my friend to talk about it… She is my Kaur… I knew her at NS… So, I went to talk about her about this… It was like she can’t even be properly with one… then, what is the point she find a new one… That time I was just so pissed… Hmmmm… Still remember that is where I get to BBCC as well… Hahaha… the entrance of this monkey in my life…^^ She told me to move on and bla bla bla… (All those advice to those who broke up...lol…)
Wednesday(2th June)… I was on my way back from football… Even before I pass through that place, I got strong feeling that she will be with this guy… The new guy she is hanging out with… I never want to know anything about her… but ‘thanks’ to my friends... they will be actually like… Hey, darkangel… I saw BBCC there with a new guy… I saw them yesterday also… I saw her TBR with this guy… I saw her here and there with this guy… lol… Things that can make me feel sad as well as angry… Ok!! Come back to story… As I expected, she was there… And I was actually acted like an idiot and act like I didn’t even know her… Deep inside I was hoping she will atleast said a hello to me… Hmmmm… Nothing happen… She was just beside me with her friend and those guys… I walk as though don’t even know her at all!!! And this feeling seriously sucks!!! OMG… Can anyone answer why I am so dumb??? I enter the hostel and messaged her… I was hoping she will reply because it has been days since last she messaged properly… She replied this time… and haha… She said I wasn’t looking so she don’t want to disturb… lol… I saw her even before I reach that place… lol… this feeling sucks… But the whole it was my wrong… I was mood out after that… I messaged my kaur… I told her what happened… she asked me to move on and gave the same advice again… bla bla bla and bla… lol… It helps a lot… Thanks, Kaur…^^
On that evening, I actually saw her on her new Punjabi suit… the purple one… She was like promise to show me… I won’t forget the time when she actually wants to sew this shirt… OMG… She asked me for more than hundreds time whether she should sew this way or the other way…=.= haha… I was like want to see her with that dress so much also… hehe… Glad that I got the chance see her with that suit… She is still pretty as usual…^^ Keep it up… lol… She probably go temple with the guy that day or dunno what… Should be some occasion…
It was just the remake of my first semester… the difference now is that when I broke up with my first one, she actually did accompany me those sorrow night and listen to me and encourage me but there’s no one who can take over that place now… At the same time, I told myself… Time to forget the past… Time to move on, darkangel… I knew she is just friend with this guy… But something dies in me… Because I used to be that close with her… haha… but whatever lar… everything that happen got its own reason... I shouldn’t even care if she coupled up with this guy as well… It’s her life… And Darkangel, are you so damn free to think about others?? Mind your own business…^^
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