A double similar mistake~ regrets!!!!

Everybody will hope that they will never repeat the same mistake they did in their life again… But I was just so stupid… I repeated my mistakes again for the second time… And my mistake is not a small matter… It was about my girlfriends… haha… Two stupid mistakes… Hmmmm… Things that we can be better are all bullshit!!! Both of them said they lost their feeling after we coupled… This thing happened even faster after I coupled with my second one… Hmmmm… Am I that boring??? I’m sick of listening to this… You are just very nice person… But then WTH for we just have to break up??? After all, I no longer care much about my first girlfriend although we’re longer together... The mistake that I did was that I thought of proposing them back after we break up… I wanted to give them more space for themselves… End up, I was just dumped… Lol… I couldn’t understand this world!!! When think of the second one, the feeling is just sucks… After few months later, she could just come and tell that she ignored those feelings??? Is this a matter of play??? It’s too late… I hate you more, my second girlfriend… It just like that… For no reason, I just don’t like you… A double similar mistake that ruined my love life… It hurts a lot…