Happy feeling or love???

This question was asked by one of my besties… Is it a happy feeling or love?? Omg!!! This question makes me think a lot. I admit I don’t know the meaning of love... Or should I say I lost the meaning of love?? Well… Back to the first one… I think I felt love… I do want to care for her… I do want to be the best for her… I told her everything about myself… And I’m sure she felt it too…cuz I knew she was… But now when I think back…. Was it all real??? Was it a happy feeling?? She just felt for a certain period of time… and then… Like magic… it gone…. Hehehe… Was it love??? Or happy feelings at wer u juz wan to try??? The 2nd one… it should nothing wrong with her if we’re to be asked this question… Because she got more experience and she knows a lot more than me about love… But I know I did a good job too… I felt it again… was it just happy feeling??? But I think it’s not just a happy feeling… I do will love her but just scared things go wrong again… and if ask her this question… from my point of view, she just ignored it as she said… she who knows more things about love life just failed to this question… I hope she understand… it was just happy feeling… But it’s okay… nothing much I gained but yeah I lost a lot… hmmmmmmm…. I’m not going to be emo… I got a lot besties around me who make my life wonderful… I love to be with them… I’m enjoying my life now… I’m not going to care of others who I don’t wish to care but as usual I will do my best for everyone. For those I hurt you guys a lot, I’m sorry… This sorry is especially for u, my dear BBCC… I’m sorry… But I hope things will get normal and you will start enjoy your life… If you think the existence of me around you, do hurt you… please do tell me so that I cant make my move… thank you… Happy Feeling or Love? Love is just 4 letter word that I will never understand… I’m not going to commit myself in these kinda things in this short term… God, please do hear me and help me…