Another happening week… You just are giving me a lot of problem… I cannot anymore… I wish I could tell you face to face… Things are just cannot ryte… The fact that I still love you is something doubtable… But it will be not when you are sad… Why I must care so much about you… I don’t want to be nice to anyone especially you… You are treating me so nice although I make you cry everyday. Why you still say you love me when I’m hoping you to hate me… Why do you have to give the idiotic smile and laugh??? Why do you still wiping my hair slowly with full passion and love? Why do you do things like this? I just want you go out from my life. Regretted for meeting you and to spoil your life... I’m apologizing for everything. Please forgive me. I’m sorry…
Monday, we were good… I mean after our talk… We went McD… We had some great time… Tuesday, things were still okay… Wednesday, things start back… Over some small problem, the thing went so far… I know I’m wrong that I showed face… But I just don’t like what you doing… It was like why you have to do this after you know I don’t like to waste my time all… I know you want me to care about you... I know you want me to tell good things to you… But I’m mad for things… I’m sorry for being so pettish… I’m wrong for everything… I know… and I know it’s too late to turn things back… Sorry, BBCC…
Thursday… I knew you cried for things… I knew you are sad… I knew you need me… I was wanted to be nice to you back as in just like Monday… I met you after my test… I was OK only… Treating you properly… And we just start back… You just have that annoying ego with you… why you can’t just accept the face??? You yourself knew that your teacher is not that nice if comparing to our teachers… And why you just have to defend yourself???? We quarrel for that… haiz… I get pissed… I don’t know why you just can get me pissed so fast… When you tell something wrong, you can always cover up your thing… but when we does, never can... before I go back, I wanted to try my last chance… I want to make you happy back… You came down as in like being forced to come down… Sorry if you do… I just want to make you happy… I can’t tell things as you were like that… I was mad on myself!! Why things are just like this??? And then when I’m on the way back, u send that message??? You send it to everyone and finish up all your money… I know you are sad… And I’m confirm that I’m one of your sadness… Night, I called to talk to you… You never want to tell it out… But I can figure out… Every word of yours pierces into my heart… It was damn pain… I felt for true… Suddenly very pain… I used to be the one who listen to you every time… And I know you felt that I’m no longer a right person to tell things to… I’m sorry… Deeply I’m apologizing…
This is just a small thing that I want to tell you… one small portion of problems that we having… A lot of things I wish to tell you… Cannot lar… You are going to sit for test… You seriously have to do your best… I can’t help you anymore… I can only watch you… sorry… Because we’re just far… I will pray for you every moment… Hope you get good results this semester… and hope you deserve what you get… I’m sorry for everything… I don’t want to make things more complicated… Blame me for everything… I know I’m wrong… Sorry… Is me never give you chance… I understand now… It’s because of me… By the time you reading this, I’m just one more step further than how far we was before… OK… Sorry, BBCC…
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